from a hole in the bed I crawl
from a window in my head I watch
from a sill life in green rushes by
from a quiet air I think
myself into pounding and ringing
from the grey walls I roam
from the bus stop I dream
there’s a reality I’ve tasted before
but never savored, so
from a chalice of happy I sip myself
into stupid oblivion
from a beautiful scape I watch
the anxious sun beat color across the sky
and feel no heat
from eyes I make sense of a way home
leaving pieces as I go
the roads paved in passing time
from stairs I climb
room to room
and I’m here
from the pit of pity I mount the ledge
just to fall back
into bed
—
c